Back to what I was

Mar 05
Feb 13
This would be perfect, ‘cause my name is Taylor. 
“It’s just a number, Taylor…Really”

This would be perfect, ‘cause my name is Taylor. 

“It’s just a number, Taylor…Really”

Jan 27

Really bummed out.

Here I am, trying to be all healthy and work out every day when my old knee injury starts to act up again. I’m sitting here crying, because well it just sucks. I’m trying, so hard. I’m not losing any weight, and I told myself it’s because I’m gaining muscle but I haven’t been sore in two weeks. 

I’m pissed, and angry, and there’s nothing I can do about it except lower the intensity of my workout, which isn’t going to help my lose weight either. And I feel bad, cause I just took this anger out on my mom for no good reason. 

It just sucks to work so hard for 3 weeks, and barely see any results. All I have to show for it, is a few inches lost, and a bum knee. 

Jan 24

Reblog if you did your workout today.

the-healthy-bird:

Didn’t eat super healthy, but I worked out for an hour nonetheless.

Jan 13

Nothing feels better than stepping out of the shower after a strenous workout.

And having a peanut butter and jelly sandwich with a glass of milk doesn’t hurt either…

Jan 04

Okay, tell me if this makes any sense

When I get hungry, I usually get a little nauseated. It’s my bodies way of telling me it’s time to eat. But sometimes I’m busy and can’t eat, and after awhile the nausea goes away. But if I wait to long to eat I get nauseated again, but this timeit’s hug the toilet nausea. The problem with this is, I’m so nauseated that I can barely stand to even look at food, much less eat it.

Dec 19

Weigh in

Since I’ve started weight watchers I have lost 7 pounds. Add this too the 8 pounds I lost before, and I’m down 15! So excited!

Dec 06
-hang0ver:

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Dec 05

1st day of my diet

Wasn’t bad. Didn’t use all my points which is good. I’m Had a some leftover thin crust pizza for breakfast, broccoli and cheddar soup for lunch, and rice-a-roni for dinner. Oh and I snacked on some blackberries =). 

But I am, however dreading the third day of my diet. That’s usually the worst for me. 

Dec 05

Officially starting my diet tomorrow!

I’ve somehow managed to pump myself up. I’m doing weight watchers again, since it seems to be a diet that really works for me. Plus the points make it feel like a game… Can’t wait to see the pounds really drop!

Dec 04

I am my own inspiration.

Dec 04

This old song and dance

Back on a diet. I tasted success, and along with that success I tasted everything on the menu for the next year. I always do that. I lose 40 or 50 pounds, and then I reward myself by cheating every other day. 

But in my defense, my diet went down hill due to an injury. I got in a car accident and got a ridiculously bad contusion. So I used that as an excuse to pig out. And after I was able to walk normally again, I just couldn’t get back in to the swing of things. And then pile that on top of an environment filled with junk food and fast food, and you gain back those 50 pounds plus 20 more. 

To say the least it sucks, but I have no one to blame but myself. I have the will power, I know I do, but I let my cravings take center stage. 

But not anymore! After looking at some thin, pictures of myself I’ve found my motivation. I want to get back to that, and nothing will get in my way.